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31 December 2009 @ 11:00 pm
Food - 1/2 estimate of 785 calories. 8 days without purging.
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours. i'm not pushing myself enough
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yess
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i gave a friend advice about a problem that she has been having with her boyfriend (and gave her the christmas gift that i bought her)
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
31 December 2009 @ 01:45 am
Food - 2/2 estimate of 595 calories. a week without purging!
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i replied to some emails, did some more organizing on my computer, printed off a few resumes and finally gave my gift to my best friend
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
29 December 2009 @ 10:13 pm
Food - 2/2 estimate of 595 calories
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yepp
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i did my eyebrows, shaved and am going to go tanning tomorrow since i couldn't make it today
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
29 December 2009 @ 02:37 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. sex days without purging, though!
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours!
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i did some extra cleaning, got my blackberry all set up and set back up my computer with all my files and music and programs. wow that was tedious. second time in less than a month =/
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
28 December 2009 @ 02:34 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. not a good way to start out the challenge
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessums
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house, did the dishes, did the laundry and organized some of my books and i'm currently organizing files on my computer (AGAIN! had to format.. but now i've got windows 7 ^.^)
 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Zao - A Fall Farewell
 
 
27 December 2009 @ 05:47 pm
facebook addage. please tell me you are from LJ or specific community when u add me. 
www.facebook.com/aileenerwiener
mkay thanks loves.
 
 
Current Music: tegan and sara
 
 
27 December 2009 @ 05:49 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. fail. by the end of the day i was too exhausted to care =/
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of coursde
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i played with my kittie (i got him some toys for christmas) and coloured in a stained glass photo with these uber markers that my mom gave me for christmas ^.^
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
25 December 2009 @ 05:42 am
Food - 2/2 estimate of 400 calories
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessir
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i tried going out without makeup. yeah, not doing that again. the magic really is in the makeup. why does my self confidence rely on something that covers up the real me?
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
24 December 2009 @ 06:37 am
Food - 2/2 estimate of 510 calories. this would be so much easier if i had a sleeping pill
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 first day! of course
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i bought christmas gifts for the kiddies and doggies, since it seems they were a little left out. i also cleaned the house (as i do every day)
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
24 December 2009 @ 03:45 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of i don't know how many calories kept down.i'm hoping to improve this part in the next round
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 wouldn't miss the last day!
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i got my christmas shopping done! (why is it ALWAYS last minute?!) and finally bought myself some more protein powder! hopefully that will help stop me from binging and purging because i'll actually be getting what my body needs.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
23 December 2009 @ 08:36 pm
All I want for christmas is my 65 pound body back. All I want for christmas is to be skeletal again.
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
22 December 2009 @ 05:43 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of i don't know how many calories kept down. this is not filling the void. it is making the void that much larger..
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yepyepyep
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i shaved, had a nice long shower, relaxed (i MADE myself sit and watch gossip girl. i can't remember the last time i sat for more than half an hour at a time.. lol) and did my eyebrows. i was thinkin of dying my hair again, but i can't decide on what colour.. any suggestions?
 
 
Current Mood: cold
 
 
21 December 2009 @ 02:19 pm
Food - 2/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. UGH. what happened to my motivation?!
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 i'm pretty sure you're reading this...
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i caught up on some sleep, programed some numbers into my phone and made it a little prettier with a wintery tinkerbell wallpaper <3 and wrappeded up some christmas gifts
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Green Day - East Jesus Nowhere
 
 
21 December 2009 @ 02:17 pm
Food - 2/2 estimate of no calories. held a 24 hour fast. i know i can do better
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yess
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house, did some random organizing and cleaned up some of the random christmas things that were laying around. also picked up decorations that my kittie keeps knocking down from the christmas tree. i'm just waiting for it to fall over ^.^
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
 
 
19 December 2009 @ 09:05 pm
Food - 2/2 estimate of no calories! fasted. still fasting, now that i mention it
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 3 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yessir
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i played wow, got to level 17 and completed a few quests, went shopping and got a blackberry, some fluffy la senza slippers, mittens and sparkly berets. i miss shopping. i miss having money
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
19 December 2009 @ 02:44 am
Food - 0/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. i always fail at night.. at least recently
Water - 2/2
Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours
Journaling/Posting - 2/2 of course
Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i resisted the urge to binge and purge when i was depressed/home alone. now, if only i could do that at night..
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
 
 
 
 

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